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2009-01-13T07:08:00.000-08:00

jog

2009-01-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

.woke up at 0530am.
breathed in sucha a refreshing air.
and listened to the environmental sound.
i reli mean it, all sorts of sound.
snorring..those hak puik in the morning.hee
i started by warm up at the lift and soon head
for a brisk walk to the park followed by slow jog
and soon indulge in my regular speed.

after jog, i slowed down from toe to head
and closed it with a simple warm up.
anyting wrong?

im so punctured today!!!
isnt this had been a regular routine.
y today i felt so different.
trainer pls..

if im a boy

2009-01-13T02:42:00.000-08:00

if I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wated
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

ed

2009-01-12T05:13:00.000-08:00

my deviantart has been so rusty and dusty!!!

finally ive uploaded a few recent ones.
but tis internet is giving me headaches.
why so slow..goodnesss!!!!

on another note, shud i renew this webbie of mine???
i want to.but who to help me upload my weq.
anyone willing to offer me a hand?
.thanks.

tears

2009-01-12T00:17:00.000-08:00

monday blues.
started up with a bad hair day and in tears.

its true..guys maturity came in much more
later compared to gerls.
well, it doesnt matter.
when my clock stops ticking, my everything will stop.

2009-01-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

Matahariku – Agnes Monica

tertutup sudah pintu,
pintu hatiku,
pernah dibuka waktu hanya utkmu,
kini kau pergi,
dari hidupku,
ku harus slhknmu,
walau aku tak mahu..

berjuta warna pelangi didlm hati,
sejenak luluh berganti menjauh pergi,
tak ada lagi cahaya suci,
semua nya da beranjak,
aku terdiam sepi..

dengarlah matahariku,
suara tangis hati aku,
ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku,
uacapkn matahariku,
puisi tentang hidupku,
tentang ku yg tak mmpu menangguhkan wktu..

berjuta warna pelangi,
didlm hati,
sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi,
tak ada lagi cahaya suci,
semuanye dah beranjak,
aku terdiam sepi....

dengarlah matahariku,
suara tangis hatiku,
ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jntungku..
dengarlah matahariku,
suara tangis hatiku,
ku bersedih kerna panah cinta mnsuk jantungku,
uacapkn matahariku,
puisi tentang hidupku,
tentangku yg tak mmpu,
menangguhkan waktu...

2009-01-11T00:42:00.000-08:00

im so addicted to the song, Matahari Ku by Agnes Monica.
been singing the song strait 2 days. =)

niwae, ive been jogging for strait 3 days too.
been feeling so healthy and so refreshing.
thanks trainer. =)
soon dear will get me a NB shoe.
thanks dear.

now i cant resist shopping. been indulge in online
shopping lately and yesterday i just gotten a River Island shades.yeah!
finally gotten a new shade. its like really finally.
esp when its sumting im reali eyeing for..fuh.

till i blog again. gtg. my aunt is here.
toodles.

dots

2009-01-08T00:28:00.000-08:00

dearest eiya,
i hearts eu lar! haha

i woke up as early as 0530am for my morning jog.
with encouragement from my personal trainer, im so satisfied with
today's exercise session.hee.
unlike yesterday, where i suffered from stomach and muscle craps.
today, im totali fine!
and i achieved to make an extra round.
wee! and i had been taking proper meals and
much more healthier food.
no more fast food pls.
now are simply fruits and veggies.
thanks trainer.hee!

im so satisfied!!! =))

why?

2009-01-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

im gonna be bz real sooon.

real bz. my aunt jus sms me the days wen she'll be away.
meaning i need to be there guiding my cusin Farah in her sch werks.
well, its my pleasure for doing so. =)

on another note,
why man is still msging me?
wat is he up too? pestering for a meet up.
tings are over and why is he bringing it all up again.
im just curious. wat is he up to???

man

2009-01-04T07:00:00.000-08:00

i was out with dear wen satiman msg me.
and im tremendously touched by his words.
i hold back my tears.
he's been the best colleague of all.

"u know i tried to fight for u n the rest on some occasions before.
i jus cant forget the incident. i really feel bad abt everything. sorry.
i dont know what else to say to u. sorry."

"i still feel very bad. cos my case was the final incident.
it may be a coincidence. But i still feel dat i contributed to it.
i been tinking bt it since dat day"

"Seriously u had been a great help when u were around.
better than the rest ive seen in the past year. i really duno
wat to expect now in the future."

"this may sound kinda weird at dis time. But if u like...
lemme buy u a dinner to make up for it?
and to thank you for all your help."

Satiman, ur the best guy ever.
the best colleague.. i felt ive been so appreciated after all.
i would like to thank him too for all the guidance
in terms of letter writing and handling nasty clients.
thanks again dearest colleague,
Satiman...

yes man

2009-01-03T01:33:00.000-08:00

Highly exagerated at times,

Jim Carrey plays a guy working in a bank and is not open to much fun and activities. Until one day he meets an old friend who brings him to the "Yes" conference. It was there when the speaker placed him under a convenant that woe would befall him should he not say YES to everything. Being afraid, he starts trying out all things like learning a new language, flying and playing a guitar. No show would be complete without a chick and so he falls for a girl, who realise that he has been saying yes cos he has to and wonders if he really wants to. Watching this show makes one realised that by being open to choices and alternatives, life could really become more interesting.

And with that I take away this messgae from the movie and into 2009.

Enjoy Yes Man and laugh your way.

i watched with dear and we were laughing our hearts out. Jim Carrey is a real fabulous comedy actor. i simply love any of his movies.

new year

2009-01-02T00:44:00.000-08:00

welcome 2009
credits to wan.
beautiful brother! =)

new year eve with him.at cashbox studio.

my beautiful Oil. i love her the most wen i first met her

the beautiful ladies

my ibu! the one whom i kiss and hug the most!

dearest future sis in law, brother and cutey aunty.
we went town and hunt for brg2 hantaran

well,
my resolutions for 2009?
its best i noe. and not anyone else.
=) after all, 2008 is missed!
i loved everyone!
Happy New Year to aLL!!!

2008-12-20T04:02:00.000-08:00

Day II

we had our Christmas exchange gifts in the office wen all the ops
are gone.haha! well, it was a quick one however was tremendously FUN!
niwae i missing that "Ben Affleck" badly!!!
hehe...mr edo faster come back dey..
and bring me those tings from ur homeland yar..

Day I

haha! we were printing invoices wen edo came and
took our pics...
well wen boss aint arnd..this happens. hee.
but we still carry out our jobs k...hmmph!
hearts kak rini!

next will be New year celebration!!!
toodles.

...

2008-12-17T05:17:00.000-08:00

You're gonna be a shining star

With fancy clothes and fancy cars
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far
Cause everyone knows who you are

So live your life
Instead of chasing that paper
Just live your life
Ain't got no time for no haters

...

2008-12-11T04:13:00.000-08:00

im so happy. the portfolio will be out for printing soon.

fuh. my eyes are all dry and worn out.

there's a few tings that i wana do:

1. soft rebonding.

2. manicure pedicure.

3. the awaiting christmas event.

4. checkup

...

2008-12-11T03:50:00.000-08:00

he came and surprised me after weq.

i was totally speechless..

what's past was jus left behind as memories.

to learn our mistakes and never do it again.

those days are forgiven but not forgotten.

thanx dear. ps. ily.

...

2008-12-09T13:43:00.000-08:00

hello peeps. its been awhile and i hardly return any msgs

or calls to those few whom are looking for me.

aniwae, slamat hari raya aidiladha to all Muslims.

i cooked yesterday!!! kuah rawan....

awesome..delicious lar dey.. first tyme and its so successful.

wee...so goodammmn happy..hee.

next up, abg mi porfolio almost finish. got lots more to touch up

before being delivered.

on another note, met kak riza at grandma hm,

and she said i got to wait for them to call..

it gonna take some tyme for them to respond.sianz......

i jus cant wait to leave and find a better place.

im so tired sey. i hardly can open up my eyes. it sux!

aftermath

2008-12-02T19:41:00.000-08:00

this is wat we call wen hell breaks loose!!

boss went outstation today till Friday.

soo i can weeeeheeeeeehoooooohuuuuuu!!!

but his email disturbs me so badly,

"For office admin staff, to make sure during my absence,

the work to be followed up. I do not want the office to celebrate

New Year Eve early especially Shiqin."

wth! like as if he noes im gona be sucha rascal wen he's not arnd.

please lar, we're adults okey boss.

well, watever it is... wen he's gone im so

goddamn happy..and i can do my weq peacefully.

fuh. sometimes he's nice, but once he's nasty...

gosh...no one can take it except us whose too use with him.

now i need to arrange an event

for the upcoming Christmas Gathering at SK condo.

this is driving me nuts as not much cooperation

from others. watever it is, ill try my very best.

till here then, maybe tonight another post?

...

2008-12-01T04:22:00.000-08:00

oh im so glad, i dont have to worry each day nimore.

now i can go peacefully.
and tonite i can slip soundly.
and not to have a nitemare like last nyte.
till i accidentally call dear.hehe
well tat person noes who.

alhamdulilah everyting turns out so well.
chat wit boss was so great.
its like a father and daughter conversation.
thanks boss for still keeping me.
on another note, there's still sumting to worry abt.
my health is deteriorating.
d i need ur support.tatz all.

^my cuzins rocks!^

wedding

2008-11-30T06:11:00.000-08:00

day two. it was super tiring.
sucha successful wedding. =)
my baby screws up hafway.
soooo pissed off...poor lighting.

2008-11-29T09:21:00.000-08:00

on another note, im oh so feeling gloomy and weak.
my body aches everywhere.
i cant even balance myself well.
ive been unstable and feel like im gonna drop dead any soon.
somebody please save me.
and monday is gona be another scary day for me.

2008-11-29T09:11:00.000-08:00

officially husband and wife

some raw footages. hadnt had the tyme to edit.
Slamat Pengantin Baru to my dearest
cuzin Abg mi and Kak Shariza! muacks!

cakes

2008-11-25T04:17:00.000-08:00

here's sumting nice to share. i was browsing thru the website
and was looking out for wedding cakes for my bro's wedding.
isnt it lovely?
im planning to ask if they would be able to put black roses
instead so that it'll match with my brother's wedding concept.
its sooo lovely, i cant stop taking my eyes off it.

well on another note is retrenchment.
im just afraid of wats going on arnd me.
i felt so unsecured and uncertain of everyting.
last nyte, boss beep me. we chatted a while.and after wich,
he was nice enuf and asked me to rest.
ten minutes later, haiqal beep me.
father and son called me in less than 30 minutes.gosh.
it was nice talking to haiqal.tanks for making me feel
slightly secured however was still disturbing me badly.
after wich, i chat wit d. and later wan.
tankiu guys for making last nyte a wonderful nyte for me.
thanks again to all. lots of love from me.

....

2008-11-18T04:13:00.000-08:00

its been sucha tiring day.
making quotations and proposals is driving me nuts!
mistakes again and again. ive wasted so much papers today!!
print and keep printing. after wich tey landed in the bin.oops!
thank God my boss wasnt arnd today. he went JB.
fuh. shiok man in the office! after all, im glad
we gotten a new project. my hard weq though. hee.
the company booklet is coming out soon.
wah, if i were to leave Barringham one day..
tey sure to remember me. i now seem to be the backbone
of the company after that special one left.heh.

anyway lets put weq at a stop for the moment
more plans coming up for the month of December.yeah!
more gatherings and many many hang outs! yes ar!!!
many plans on hand wit colleagues and some closest peeps of mine.
and especially wit tat special one.
ill wait for you for all u wan k.dun worry. *winks*
cant wait for such rewards from you.hee.

ok enuf said.. ill stop here.i need to rest and be prepared for
another hectic day at weq!

NOTE: im still coughing le...=(

newbie

2008-11-17T04:59:00.000-08:00

^^^

got a new fwen today. he's in photography too.
and he'll be here to guide me.
sucha funny guy i suppose. he can be cranky and stuff but he's real good. i salute him for he's being sucha small guy with such enormous dream.
hee. thanks skazwan! may the force be with you!!!

on another note,another hectic day at weq.
this mth invoices got to be out by this ThursdaY!!!
crazy lar.i got a thousand tings on my hand. and im given
such ridiculous deadlines. can i just leave it all behind?
gosh, weq is driving me crazy. haha! i can laugh sumore.
well, im lucky enuf to have nice colleagues arnd me.
they made me laugh non stop and no wonder my cough never gone.
i talk and laugh too much wen boss not arnd.
but hey, my weq are done ok. but its jus tiring!
to stare at the PC for almost half a day is crazy man!
writing minutes, designing the brochure, preparing prosposals,
quotations!!! gosh, tatz the worst part!
i need a real long break.. wen can i achieve tat huh><

abg mi wedding is coming up and im real excited.
and il bring my baby along and capture those
beautiful moments for sure.

toodles to all..im sick of this throat too.sobs.

new post

2008-11-15T07:08:00.000-08:00

im so happy i got this so specialious necklace. psst..
its from Swanroski. (did i spell wrongly?) well it doesnt matter
wat matters is.....
its the one ive been wanting so much!
thanks kak rini. i hearts u lots.

next up is meeting up with him.
just a simple date.
we spent some time shopping at Mustafa, ate dinner and back home.
noting so special. but of cos we spend some time chatting
and laughing..niwae i love his new specs.
nice huh. red man. hee.

tatz all babes and dudes...
im so freaking tired from werk.
and my coughing nver stops eversince last week.
i need a break. can my boss let me off this coming thursday?
..........dots

dearest fwen

2008-11-04T03:52:00.000-08:00

i started my day badly,
first of all i wake up on the wrong side of bed.
had my bad hair day.
next was late, therefore took a cab to weq.
but i was the earliest still and waited for kak rini to open the door.

and soon, everyone was asking why was boss shouting over the fon
while parking his Cefiro.
i careless. well, a normal routine why shud i be bothered.
and the next ting i found out its his son whose on the other line.
haish....
soon he decides to take unnecessary actions against someone.
i cant voiced out a ting. if only im part of his family.
he only managed to so called
"mengadu nasib" to me regarding his son.
wat can i say. some time parents din realised that they are over
protecting their children.

after all, ive manage to talk to my lovely boy-fwen
and he listens to me.
Thank God, im hoping things would turn out so much better.
and dearest boy-fwen, i want you to be successful in your career..
and be my air force!!! haha!
take care Haiqal.

on another note, i LOVE Jess and Edo
for giving me those special gifts from Philipine and Indonesia.
thank you my dearest colleagues for those lovely gifts.
finally, i can chew on those juicy mangoes
and munch on those beef keropoks! hees!

toodles. munch away!

its been sum tyme

2008-10-30T06:15:00.001-07:00

finally, ill start blogging again and maintain this blog.
life has been real crazy. ive went thru so much in such a short term.
how weq has driven me crazy and especially being in a relationship..

so much tings to say however so little time to update
as im rushing so many tings at one go right now.

ill continue tis post wen i have the time again.

toodles.

...

2008-06-21T03:56:00.000-07:00

im confused at the moment.

i haf these stupid mixed feelings wich comes to a conclusion

that i actually cant decide a thing. wth.

i aint sure if im still struggling or wat.

at tymes i felt im too weak to stand on my own.

i owaes asked myself

is he making the effort to understnd me

or jus blindly listen to wat i haf to say and

do for the sake of doing.

sometimes i realised i was too harsh to him.

often i dun even bother to say goodnite.

but after all, i haf all the reasons for doing so.

im jus too irritated.

i reli cant be bothered wen actually i do.

how many tymes ive said im tired of saying

however im still saying it up to date.

saddening..i dont even noe wat im blogging ryte now.

im lost and i cant decide a ting ryte now.

as for the other party, i wan u to express ur feelings to me

pls... =(

so that ill noe and then i can decide.

and mayb these cud help me a lytle to decide.

lara

2008-06-14T17:57:00.000-07:00

wonderful pieces.enjoy.

much appreciation.loves.

sad

2008-06-10T21:11:00.000-07:00

a quick shout out to all.

to see for wat im capable of.

do take a look at my webbie aite.

www.exquisitedesignz.com

contact me for more info.

thankiu =)

toodles!

2008-06-06T03:54:00.000-07:00

weq had been great. its jus tat i din reli

haf much tyme to spend outside and be wit fwens.

now im getting the feel of being an adult

and to be as independent as possible.

i got to make tings work.yes!

it had been raining lately so im too lazy to get out.

its best to be at home.

but still i need to find time to go out.

lots of tings to grab..so many special events coming up.

the great news is im going holidae this mth with family =)

wen did i last went for a holidae?haha!

nex week, i haf to ask my boss if he wud let me go..

i haf to as im still under probation.

niwae, today mark a year more

to go for my brother's wedding.

and oso his fiancee bdae! happy 22nd bdae dear sister!

well, it may sound fine this post.

however im actually bored at home..*sobs*

...

2008-06-01T04:32:00.000-07:00

dun talk to me if u dun haf the points to hit me back.

cos for sure ill condemn u.

as a human im simple. i don talk much.

but i will talk wen u start bringing up the matter

and il owaes make sure i will have all the pointers

to bring u down.

im not trying to be harsh here in my post.

however im jus making sure tings are in the right way.

if u tink, u dun noe how to deal wit ppl.

then beta off dun deal wit me.

cos i don entertain such ppl.

in life, its best to be a lil professional and responsible.

and of cos ppl around u will sure to respect u regardless

who u r if u are so.

2008-05-28T18:13:00.000-07:00

a lil quick update for all.

currently am weqing as a secretary at Barringham International.

quite challenging. as i have to be

pleasant looking yet strict.

how do i say that. first day, was a visit to estates.

three condominiums..to check

on the condition of the condos.

was a lil awkward, having lunch with the boss.

however was oryte as Mr Jalil was very open.

he's going overseas next week,

therefore i need to catch up quick

and making sure i handled the office nicely wen his gone.

so called, "take charge".

im simply hoping for the best. its simply to gain experience.

if there's beta jobs out there, ill still consider.

best ting, i got superb nice colleageues.

Cik Rini and Fazlin, they are super nice and helpful.

thanks to them for making me smile on the first day of weq.

however im still doing photography! =)

so do not hesitate to call me for a portfolio*cheers*

wish me luck each day=)

sentosa

2008-05-25T15:42:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY
Hello there! =)

we gerls went tanning.

sheera, eiya and myself.=)

we had fun.

however im very sorry as i made the gerls wait

for almost 2 hrs! sooo sorry!

the gerls tanning.hotbabes! *ouch*

beloved eiya wit me *loves

after tanning, we then met our own Hotstuffs and head for dinner at harbour front market. =)was superb tiring. but still fun fun FUN!till then.toodles.

ive grad

2008-05-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

NYP Graduation 2008

the DFVs
beloved mum. @ refreshment.
ive graduated. Diploma in Digital Media Design.

three years in poly was fun plus tedious.
am happy ive completed my studies.
no plans yet to further on.however was looking forward to
get a cert in photography. shall start to apply in nov.
taking a partyme course at Nafa.
thanks eiya for she congratulated me.=)
thanks for all who had supported me during my course
of study. gonna miss school days.

...

2008-05-11T22:04:00.000-07:00

"Wahai orang yang lembut hatinya,

aku tiada siapa kecuali Allah di hatiku.

aku ingin jadi yang Halal buatmu,

yang akan kau kucup keningnya."

ayat-ayat cinta..its more than a love story.

i strongly encourage other races to wtch this movie

as it will gif a deeper understanding of Islam.

Islam is a beautiful religion.

consists of two simple elements.

Patience and Sincerity.

Having Islam as the backgrnd, the story

turns out to be much more meaningful

and how much it relates to love in Islam.

Throughout the movie, you get the feeling the

film makers are atempting to explain touchy,

oft-misunderstood, Islamic issues under the guise

of a love drama.

I personally love the character, Aisha..

played by Rianti Cartwright...

kudos should go to her as for most of the movie,

is in a face-covering burqa and thus only has her

expressive kohl-lined eyes to convey emotions.
still, I hope the movie will change negative preceptions

of the religion.

this is the best Indonesian film. two thumbs up!

i personally in love with Indonesian films

and it has been a must for me to wtch anyting

wich is new from them =)

niwae, i stepped out of the theatre in tears..

i love this movie.

anyway, b4 movie had our lunch @ steakhouse
was happy wit the service.thankiu.=)
all the way i was making sure tat we wont be
late for the movie.ohmy.hees.
after movie, got ourselves rings..crafted with our names.
i took his and he took mine.
then to bugis, he bot himself a shirt and get me
a dress.thnks d.
was a great sat eventho we had to rush home early as
he had guard duty to do for a week.
till we meet again.toodles!

...

2008-05-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

1. Kekuatan berfikir
Cinta bermula dari fikiran kita. Berfikir tentang pasangan ideal yang ingin kamu kenali akan membantu kamu mengenali dia, ketika kamu akhirnya bertemu dengan orang yang tepat tersebut.

2. Kekuatan untuk menghormati
Kamu tidak mampu mencintai seseorang atau apasaja kalau kamu tidak menghormati mereka. Orang pertama yang patut kamu hormati ialah dirimu sendiri. Untuk mulai menghormati diri sendiri, kita patut bertanya pada diri sendiri “apa yang aku hormati dalam diriku?”. Untuk mendapat perasaan hormat dari orang lain, bahkan dari orang yang kamu tidak suka, kita patut bertanya pada diri sendiri.”apayang aku hormati dalam diri mereka?”.

3. Kekuatan untuk memberi
Jika kamu mahu menerima cinta, kamu harus mampu memberikannya terlebih dahulu. Makin banyak cinta kamu beri, makin banyak yang akan kamu terima. Mencintai sama ertinya dengan memberi cinta tulus pada dirimu sendiri. Belajarlah untuk melakukan berbagai macam kebaikan. Formula rahsia untuk meciptakan hubungan yang ceria,penuh cinta,dan abadi adalah dengan selalu berfikir “Apa yang dapat aku beri?”dan bukan Apa yang akan aku dapat?”.

4. Kekuatan persahabatan
Untuk mencari cinta sejati,kamu mesti mencari sahabat sejatiterlebih dahulu. Cinta bukan bererti mata kalian salingberpandangan, tapi lebih bererti bersama - sama melihat ke satu tujuan. Untuk mencintai seseorang seutuhnya, kamu harus mencintai keperibadiannya, bukan fizikalnya.Persahabatan adalah tanah dimana benih cinta dapat tumbuh. Jika kamu ingin membawa cinta ke suatu hubungan, kamu harus menciptakan persahabatan terlebih dahulu.

5. Kekuatan dari sentuhan
Sentuhan adalah salah satu ekspresi cinta yang paling kuat,menghancurkan dinding pemisah dan menyatukan suatu hubungan. Sentuhan membuat kita lebih dapat merasakan getaran cinta yang sebenarnya.Tetapi agama Islam melarang kita bersentuh-sentuhan tatkala bercinta, kekuatan ini difokuskan kepada suami isteri..

6. Kekuatan untuk melepaskan
“Jika kamu mencintai seseorang, bebaskanlah dia. Jika dia kembali kepadamu,maka dia adalah milikmu. Jika tidak, maka dia tidak akan pernah jadi milikmu”. Bahkan dalam hubungan percintaan, seseorang perlukan ruang untuk dirinya sendiri. Jika kita mahu belajar untuk mencintai, pertama kita harus belajar untuk memaafkan dan melupakan masa lalu yang buruk serta kedukaan hati kita. Mencintai bererti melepaskan rasa takut, curiga, dan ego. “Hari ini aku melepaskan semua rasa takutku, masa lalu tidak akan dapat mempengaruhiku- hari ini adalah lembaran baru bagi hidupku”.

7. Kekuatan dalam komunikasi
Ketika kita belajar untuk berkomunikasi secara terbuka dan jujur, hidup lalu berubah. Mencintai seseorang bererti berkomunikasi dengannya. Biarkan orang yang kamu cintai tahu bahawa kamu mencintai dan menghargainya. Jangan pernah takut untuk mengucapkan 3 kata magik : “Aku cinta kamu”. Jangan pernah melewatkan kesempatan untukmengucapkan itu kepadanya. Selalu tinggalkan orang yang kamu cintai dengan kata - kata mesra, kerana ia mungkin boleh jadi hari terakhir kamu melihatnya. Contohnya, jika kamu akan mati tapi diberi kesempatan untuk menelefon orang yang kamu cinta, siapa yang akan kamu telefon, apa yang akan kamu katakanâ€¦dan sekarangâ€¦kenapa kamumenunggu?

8. Kekuatan dari komitmen
Jika kamu ingin mendapatkan cinta yang berlimpah, kamu harus mampu menciptakan komitmen, dan komitmen tersebut akan tercermin dalam fikiran dan tindakanmu. Komitmen adalah ujian cinta yang sejati. Jika kamu ingin memiliki hubungan yang penuh cinta, kamu harus setiadengan hubunganmu itu. Ketika kamu terikat komitmen pada seseorang, berhenti mencintainya bukan merupakan pilihan. Komitmenlah yang membezakan antara hubungan yang mudah hancur, dengan hubungan yang kuat.

9. Kekuatan semangat.
Semangat, membakar cinta dan membiarkan cinta tetap hidup. Semangat yang terus berkobar, bukan hanya datang dari daya tarik fizikal, tapi datang dari komitmen yang dalam, kemahuan, dan rasa saling tertarik. Semangat dapat diciptakan kembali dengan cara membayangkan saat indah di masa lalu dengannya. Spontan dan kejutan dapat menciptakan semangat cinta. Pokok dari cinta dan kegembiraan selalu sama yang harus kita lakukan adalah mengisi hari - hari kita dengan penuh semangat..

10. Kekuatan dari rasa percaya
Rasa percaya selalu menjadi komponen penting dalam suatu hubungan.Tanpa rasa percaya, seseorang bisa menjadi curiga, cemas, dan takutdan orang lain akan merasa terperangkap dan secara emosional menjaditertekan. Kamu tidak boleh mencintai seseorang secara utuh sehinggalah kamu mempercayainya secara utuh pula. Bersikaplah seakan - akan hubunganmu dengan orang yang kamu cintai tidak akan berakhir. Salah satu cara untuk mengetahui apakah seseorang itu benar - benar untuk kamu, tanyakanlah pada dirimu sendiri “Apakah aku benar - benar mempercayainya sepenuh hati ?” jika jawapannya adalah “tidak”, maka kamu harus berfikir dengan mendalam sebelum kamu membuat komitmen yang lebih jauh dengannya.

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2008-05-06T18:59:00.000-07:00

my mum is sick ryte now.

and im feeling superb worried.

it has been since sunday.

jus accompanied her to poly

and her high blood pressure was at stage 2.

im worried.

niwae ignore the previous entry.

this blog will soon be untouched.

...

2008-05-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

im so fed up! fuck you i shud sae..hais.

sorry. mind my language.

niwae..here's sumting to announce.

be it too early or watever,

tings have been planned. *smiles*

at the age of 23, my engagement day..will come.

and at the age of 24, date, 01122012, our wedding

day will commence.

till then. toodles.

2008-05-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

lemme jot down sumting here tonite. last morning ive wtched Man U vs Barcelona.sobs.. 1-0. heart aching while wtching. niwae im a Barcelona fan.

and ive jus wcthed Liverpool vs Chelsea in wich it jus ended

a few minutes ago.. 2-3 knew it! well..

sooo not interested to wtch Euro leag

dy lar. sad laaaah.

back tues, played soccer downstairs wit cussins.

and gosh was perspiring like mad.

wen did i last exercised? haa.

good qns though.

niwae speaking bt cussins, they were there at

my home as my bro's engagement is cuming this sun! ohmy congrats dear brother.=) glad but sad?

as im soo gonna miss

being pampered by my only brother. u noe back days,

wrestling, soccer at hm, playstations....*winks*

so that will took place this cuming sun at gf place.

back sunday, family plus sis in law to be,

minus mummy...

we wtched Forbidden Kingdom. there's humour in it.

as owaes, listening to both Jet Li

and Jackie Chan speaking

English oreadi makes me smile.

overall, was pleasant to watch.

but woundnt it be better if its in Chinese dialogue? hmm....

k tat was back then, now looking forward to ctch Harold and Kumar

mus be laughing my ass off lar..hah.

so wat else to jot down yar?

oh yeah, got new freelance job.

mag editorial. sumting new huh. shud be fun.

it aint easy actually to re layout a page and it all

still needs concept?! ahha!

kindda shutting my eyes

while i was hafway writing this entry,

its jus tat i din mention

above.hee. tyme to knock off.

niwae,aint i supposed to be missing u?

love

2008-04-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

it wasnt easy for me. still ive tried.

yesterday i was out wit him.

he took an off day as he'll be on duty for a week

thus we wont be seeing each other after yesterday.

we went out and head to city hall.

we settled at marina foodcourt for hours.

thank god.cos he brot his psp.

so i was glued to it.hees.

and we spend hours sitting at the marina foodcourt,

he sightseeing while im gaming.heh.

we talked things out and was pleased for what

he oreadi did.

i decide to remain calm and steady.

however im prepared for the worst still.

i hope its real true this tyme.

let bygones be bygones.

.love u.

patterns

2008-04-23T01:37:00.000-07:00

'Patterns Love'

im in love with patterns.*smiles*

so here's a tryout and wala!

turns great isnt it? *clear throats*
niwae enjoy the art piece.

till then. toodles.

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2008-04-22T12:25:00.000-07:00

photography is indeed an expensive hobby.
i still hadnt got enof money to grab a flash.
and ive jus went to send out my lens for cleaning.
sad.im broke.

and theres way so many tings tat i wana grab.

job=cash=shopping! splurge!

gees. earning soon at the end of the month. =)

hopefuli enof to cover up my needs.gaa.

list of tings in my mind

- GUESS beg - 27 dresses.hee. - Bonia Heels -
u can help me if u wan to.winks.hee.

till then. toodles.

2008-04-21T10:09:00.000-07:00

we din planned a ting.
and soon to notice we were both in black and white
in opposite ways =)
a simple sunday.
went out to buy boxes for my home

till then.toodles.

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2008-04-18T14:21:00.000-07:00

been away and bz lately.
mon will be a mit and test out at perses sepaktakraw
with Mr Halim Kadir. wish me luck. =)
.
.
ups and down.went paranoid and yet who cares.
and ive been tinking hard whether
to accept him again anot.
the fact is ive lost trust,
been beaten once twice thrice and many more.
yet i still standing strong to face you each day.
ur love doesnt mean much to me now.
its so empty,having myself away from u for two weeks
was way too good and great.
there are others who nids me more than u do.
.
.
thanks eiya for listening to me.
LOVE

anw been trying to mend the past, yet i was treated tat i sumhow dont deserve to be treated tat good..fine. i dont even care. i dont need u either.

bal

2008-03-31T12:12:00.000-07:00

sunday..was another fine day.

went out to meet yaney in order to

discuss our new concepts.

but we were so slacked! hah.end up we

went around aimlessly

at bugis strait to city hall. hee.

met her at bugis at 2pm. it was raining.

and i kinda drenched

maself.sad..but i was on tyme. bluek!

and without realising, we were

both actually on the same train diff cabin..haha

tat owaes happens. hee

we then decides to settle at starbucks but i disagree

as i wana munch on coffee bean's cheesecakes. i love their

cakes..its so super duper soft and yummy.

but for coffee..starbucks win my heart.gees.=)

so we are in search for coffee bean then.

went in bugis and we just realised the coffee bean was no

longer there. sad case. we then head to bras basah.

went popular to grab some stuffs and soon went

to Basheer Bookstore. k..i want so many graphics books.

i was telling yaney wen ive gotten a job, im goona buy

one book every mth.haha.

meaning i haf to fock out arnd 50

every mth for books. hee. yea. tats my dream. hehee.

and we gonna share the motion graphics(AE) book.

its so expensive lar! $101! argh..k2 we shared then. haha.

out of bras basah we wanting to visit the toys museum.

however was pulled back as it looks like a cafe.

its like we have to dine in if we wana visit the museum.

so we simply walk pass then.haha. and settle at mac.

had mc spicy as owaes.and chat.

however very minimal chat

regarding the concepts.haha!

after wich, we left and head to

raffles city,walked around and gues wat we are still

in search for coffee bean.hah!

but yet found another starbucks

and yet another one..again and again.

and finally we reli settled at starbucks, suntec.

the biggest one.

haha! wat a waste walking from

bugis all the way to city hall,

passing by raffles city, marina and suntec.

and yet still no coffee bean.blaH. so we settled there

after all worn out. yaney had her oreo cheesecake and

as owaes i had my caramel frap.=)

chat and chat and soon we left and settle at citylink.

sat there awhile then soon to HMV.and ive got so much

tat i wanna grab. lots of dvds i bet. so does yaney. hah!

last, d fetched me at mrt and we thrio head home togather.

blah.another normal day.

im bored at home.

tml tanning.yesh!

bla

2008-03-29T10:20:00.000-07:00

friday morning...planned to went

tanning wit dearest ummu.

but due to the unwelcome weather.we canceled it off and

decides to jus meet up for lunch and jus to catch up.=)

budden it was effing hot in afternoon

wen we met.bla. since canceled,

msg vivek..and yes we meet up.

and again have to come up wit new concepts.

and even the title been changed, hosts and the seven countries.

and he needs the concept to be out by tuesday wich is

impossible to me as i weq on it digitally.

argh..yaney!!! feel like crying.. =(

and furthermore he asked if im willing to travel with him

and be a cameraperson.

its a great chance to travel sumore its like almost

covering SEA however..his an Indian.

and i hate the look of him. im not being racist.

but was very uncomfortable indeed.

he looks like a dirty man. the way he talks was kinda cocky.

yuks! im scared tatz all..

yaney n me asked if we cud be his asst editor..but

still im afraid too..hah. he said like staying over his place

and having great time. like wth.. kinda scary ar.

eeewww..let me jus get these storyboards out first and

see wats next..unapprove is fine wit me too..=)

was at the edge of giving up..

so nex after the meeting i met ummu at

raffles place coffee club.

finally we met..after so long..

and its a real catch up and ive missed so much.

we sat at boat quay macdonald for hrs and we chat tons.

cq is real shit. how i wished i cud cum back

this tyme wit a position so far higher

than Aisha and fired those

unwanted staffs in cc. haha. im evil!

i haf the skills and qualifications aite..

jus not much experience

in FNB line..no prob if i wan to.haha!

but my ears were on fire wen i heard all those shits

tat ummu told me bt cq.

how much my poor ex manager

being played arnd under cq.

its real sad. i hate wen those

suposed losers still handling cq.

i kill her if i haf too. and to clarify this..

i miss my Vans shoes.

and i cant believe tey said i came down

jus to take my shoes..and told tat off to ummu and ain.

and thus causing misscommunication btwn us..

the gerls tot i came without even telling them.

for goodnes sake! ive went MIA for so long..wich fucker

whose gone missing..din turned up for her shifts still

wants to return to tat outlet and take her shoe.

the ting i wana say here is..

jus dun say any-o-how u like..

poor gerls tey noe nuting..and on shift,

ain not having a shoe haf no

choice but to wear her worn out shoe..

CQ! pls asked before

even throwing tings any-o-how and simply jus mention

the owner came down to collect it..like wth.

cos of tat the gerls

were angry wit me.

secondly..tat bitch whose ther handling cq..

stop your shits or ill stop u myself. enof of cheating.

ur the greatest loser in my eyes.haa..

k nex..we met hardi, my ex manager at market st.

theres a change in him.

after so long i last seen him.

sat ther at lau pa sat and chat. soon after i left to mit d.

all the while, i was restricted.haha! no drinking no smoking.

k i noe..ive promised so beta not take the risk.

conclusion:

cq is a good outlet..an outlet wich can earned. however

was destroyed wit having not trustworthy asst manager,

an old school and restricted area manager..haa.

puting mr hardy ther would be good.

wat ive learned and seen,

he got great methods to earn.

they are simple however workable and

the best ting is we earned. =)

enuf of this..beta off don talk bout it anymore.

i hope the asst mgr, tat fat arse! will be caught soon...

otw saw ting at rp mrt.

she was ther to weq for the chivas promotion tingy.

not to sure though.=) she was waiting for jy and wt.

chat and acc her awhile since i haf the tyme

and so she told me to try asked

serene re the shooting gallery cos she not gg dy

maybe i can joined and tey may need more crews.

and so i did.and yet serene seems unhappy.

she said like she cant asked freddy and their internship

was meant to be secret..i got not much say though.

but its jus weird.. the secretive part. hmm...

dun wish to further this

sorry serene for asking..

so i bet ill slack and continued sending in resume.

and gonna cntct cassie as wat ting told me too. =)

lots of tings are still far.. products photography pushed

to may/june due to the delayed of the products arrival.

so earning some bucks, haf to wait again. =(

models portfolio is done..waiting to pass..tatz all.

and i duno how much to charge.. 50? 100?

waiting for tuesday.tanning wit ummu.

moo! was great miting u.

best stories though.hearts u lar.=)

and waiting for a brand new look.

gonna change. winks. nadya! eiya! =)

wo..a long post indeed.

random.sudden.

k im tired blogging.till then.

good

2008-03-28T03:29:00.000-07:00

two good men_concepts

a few of the storyboards

love

2008-03-23T13:53:00.000-07:00

its been so long again i din update my blog.

so here u go..all been updated in one shot.

in sequence.latest on the very top.=)

heres to say i miss d..so much! ok..

sat we went out yeah!

no pics taken.

went shopping then watch Rule#1

wcthing with love is owaes great.gees.

i got myself a dress and a shoe at DMK.

after then we head home arnd evening.

was back early to settle storyboards.

story

2008-03-23T13:43:00.000-07:00

well done storyboards by us.=)soon

hope to be accepted.fingers crossed.

we meet up couple of tymes for discussion.

but end up ctch movie, Horton.

such a cute Elephant sooo cute!

nice to watch =)highly recommended.

look! the cool mirrors at the GV tamp toilet.haha

chalet

2008-03-23T13:30:00.000-07:00

DFV chalet. it was fun even though

our class is soo damn smal..hee

my class got manjong clicks.hah

there am i playing mahjong.

not bad..i noe abit dy.

its all about putting in sequence.gaa.

wen next mahjong session gerls?haha

learn more then i can start gamble dy?hee

d came at arnd 7plus..loves

us at the bbq pit.

all the mahjong players out to eat dy.hee

ohno..me and yani dicussing storyboards for CNA at chalet.hee

so heres the lovely class at fusion show with our dear lecturer Mr Alex Soh.

Lotsa Love and Kisses and Misses from me.muacks!

karoake

2008-03-23T13:29:00.000-07:00

on a Friday, we gfs went for karaoke session.

i was late..sorry gerls.hee.

we first head to nana thai.

i jus ate wanton oni while the gerls had the main course.

throat hurts act. BUT! i wan karaoke.haa

after lunch, we went strait to cash studio for karaokeing. =)

sang several songs.more picturing and recording actually.hah.

soon my throat starts to hurt soo much.

at 7pm karaokeing ended.

we head to marina and chill out at the esplanade.

watch mosaic festival.

then soon we head home.

till then.waiting for the next outing=)

blah

2008-03-23T13:22:00.000-07:00

random.i was alone at the library

waiting for d from his weq.

so this happens.=)

my gf,eiya..this was took wen

we both watched "27 dresses" and hang arnd

town. hees. tis was i duno wen. gees.

love and miss u beb. =)

tis is my avid room in sch.
its been missed soo much!
how i wished i cud turn back the tyme.
no! i wana grad but how i wish as a class we can gather
and weq ther again.=(
missed.

...

2008-03-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

im sick.its been raining back these few days.

and all i did was slacking at home.

and capture some shots from house window.

something is real missing.

d is missing!

he's been in camp for a week.

and ive miss him badly. happie 1 year 1 mth anni d! =)

hees.meanwhile ive been at home sending

in resume here n there.

and simply waiting for the interview day to arrive.

i hope i got the position.pray hard.

i wanna hang out.i love sunny days.sobs.

rain rain go away,come again another day.

till then good day.

fusion

2008-03-11T13:28:00.000-07:00

bare with me this gonna be a very long post..

its been days ive left this blog.

as im bz with the fusion show.

finally, ive graduated..=)

so fresh from the oven. my school days are over..

i cant wait for the grad show.

after 3 years in a life of a poly student,

finally it came to an end.

im all happie and cant wait for everyting else.

im so missing my classmates esp the DFVs clan.

cant wait for the upcoming chalet..

and ive missed avid room too..=(

my best gf ever! eiya!

she came twice..jus to see me and supports me

thanks darling.

u the best ar!eee geram nye.hehe!

hearts u!

my d came too, strait 3 days.hees..

and plus my family came on the sat.=)

they came to fetch me actually.hees.

as my parents have seen all my weqs way before the

rest of u had seen it.hees.

after fusion..we head to Aloha chalet.

its my niece bdae,Shakila.

no pics taken =(

sentosa

2008-03-11T13:15:00.000-07:00

after fusion on sat, my family head to sentosa on sun! =)

we went for cineblast and skyride.

took monorail and alight at imbiah lookout for the fun!

now say goodbye to sentosa..now lets go makan!hee
Dinner at Galileo Cafe! =)
the Cold Hazelnut Latte.muack!

our meal! yum! gues how much the fish and chips..its only $4! cheap isnt it? same goes for the rest of the food. its cheap if we compare it to other cafes. yeah! so yea..after dinner, we head home as it was oreadi close to 10pm..and we are all worn out dy from all the fun we had in the day at sentosa. =)

till then good day!

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2008-03-03T21:36:00.000-08:00

finally....phew!

i can stay off from the comp..and enjoyed

watching TV.hees.

3 more days to Fusion.

so excited..=)

lots more movies to wtch and

im so gonna mis AVid Room..=(

lucky ive taken some pics..

and ive managed to bring back the groove

banner oreadi..haha!

now its in my room..placed against the wall.

yeah! people dont forget to come down to our fusion show!

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2008-03-02T16:01:00.000-08:00

www.exquisitedesignz.com

coming soon! =)

yeah

2008-02-29T21:34:00.000-08:00

i jus wanna blast out in here

how happy i am today! =)

90 percent is oreadi done.

and im so ready for my fusion.

we presented today and mr alex commented

"NIce!..Nice!"

haha! yeah! im so glad we're cuming to

an end... im so happy wit what my grp oreadi achieved.

we reli deserved those grades!

as today is considered my last day of school other

than the fusion show cuming up soon,

d oso completed his land rover course today.

so we mit up slightly early today.=)

LOve u my darling.

exquisiteLady is Happy today..hees

invite

2008-02-24T05:36:00.000-08:00

here's a shout out invitation to all!

all viewing my blog,

do drop by our sch and catch our fusion show.

or well..come and see our DFVz works.=)

niwae taking this very opportunity

to thank my dearest brother.

though my pwesent was late though.

thanks bro..he bot me a WACOM!

wich ive owaes wanted.

it maybe small size..but still i love it though.

i understand its kinda ex.haa.

thankiu..=)

yeah

2008-02-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

i was out on saturday with d.

we had a movie marathon.haa.

first we wtch ah long..then later P.s i love You

i prefer p.s i Love you though.a must wtch!

finally,managed to wtch both..cos been wanting to

watch movie for so long.

its jus tat i hadnt reli have the tyme to get my arse

out wit d and enjoy extremely.

thanks to my fusion show wich will be cuming up..=)

glad its gonna be over soon yet its been tiring too..sobs.

blank

2008-02-18T03:11:00.000-08:00

i feel like screaming...

but i dont noe who to yell at to.

driving me nuts!

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yeah

2008-02-14T04:30:00.000-08:00

been too bz with sch.

too bz with projects portfolio and stuffs.

now onli 70percent settled.

so guess wont haf much tyme to update.

thanks to those who often drop by=)

for my bdae celebration..

nothing big..simple celebration

with love ones is enough for me.=)

and d simply loves me lar..hee.

Monday 11th Feb

Luge and Skyride wit d

CoffeeBean

Shopping.

Nasi Ayam Penyet(Lucky Plaza)

thanks d for making the day LOvely.muacks

my birthdae pwesent from d.

a bag tat i owaes wanted..Volcom beg.

now ive gotten this bag..more sentosa after

25th feb..who wan tan wit me??=)

us smiley2..after luge
muacks!
us on skyride..wah!
SUNDAY 10th FEB.

Breeks Treat with FAmily=)

Shopping

Marina Square.

Maks Place at nyte=)

after getting so cold in breeks,
we head out to munch on our desert=)
bro was there too kie.hee.pics doesnt show.oops

thanks Ibu for the treat=)muacks!

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2008-02-08T15:04:00.000-08:00

thurs was another photoshoot.

with yusimah..yusnita's sista.

another fun day..anew experience.

sucha sunny weather..nice weather..=)

was successful..not much prob..

compared to the previous one.

and guess where we gerls head to on friday?

we went sentosa for

luge and skyride!

super duper packed at sentosa.

walauway!

lots of irritating peeps too from all sorts

of races.

and most of all..i hate some of the chinese..

for being so inconsiderate.especially the uneducated

aunties..im not being racist.

but i reli scream at them.

and those indians too..

its pack and yet they still wanna argue

wen they noe they are wrong..

i wonder why..but yesterday,

sentosa was covered up with the indians and chinese.

hardly i seen the malay.its true.

the chinese dont seem like celebrating CNY.

its like a normal day though.hmm..

sorry for my chinese fwen mite be reading this.

but there are those few who are simply

superb KIASU and inconsiderate.

hais..its sad to see singaporeans behaving this way

sucha small country why cant we show to

the world how united we are.

how well mannered we are..hais

but still it was great despite of those peeps who spoilt the FUN..=)

gerls..the pics if u wan..go to my Vainity LInk.more pics there=)

..

2008-02-03T18:48:00.000-08:00

thanks again for those people above.

my models are doing great.

but i felt i wasnt at my best yesterday.

furthermore, its been raining whole day.

din reali managed to capture nice ones.

as i rely on the natural lights too much.

but i was happy though as i still got lotsa indoor pics.

its just tat i felt too restricted..

and im tired.

hais..i hate IT award!

model

2008-01-27T18:46:00.000-08:00

helo peeps.

its been fun saturday though it feels kinda

empty as d wasnt there.

hmm..morning had the photoshoot in sch.

real fun as the DFVs gathered again.

lotsa pics..i cant manage to upload all.hah

DFV gals are real Vain..poses are simply out

wen the camera is infront of them.

after wich later, we went for lunch at The Breeks Cafe.

soon,i left and met yusnita for an outdoor photoshoots.

since ive got tons of her pics..i got lotsa editing to do.

a good start up i supposed.

im getting interested in fashion photography=)

she's my model dy.hah.

nice hardwork gal..eventhough its jus a try out.

it turns out nice and its real sumting.

thanks to my Olympus E410x..heh

niwae,if i got extra $ ill be getting Nikon.

getting advice here and there.hmmm..

and after wich i gotten my diploma..i wanna learn

much more..more and more.=)

fun saturday.yeah!

...

2008-01-25T20:27:00.000-08:00

i just got back from school.

today is the latest ive stayed in sch so far

eversince, the Fyp started.
stayed togather with cass and loraine.
we had lots of fun though.haha!

we got the careless whisperer..amy!hah

then we actually went to do sumting stupid today.

and it reali makes us feel real bad to the lecturer.

shall not further the story i supposed.

haha! can read at cass blog.blah..
tml is the photoshoot..DFv reunite..=)

coolness.and Mr James will be there too.
doin his photoshoot as well..

cool!..can watch the Foreign Bodies groove

a little i supposed.
its been so long since i last dance.

no wonder i put on weight.bluek!

...

2008-01-24T04:16:00.000-08:00

its 4am plus.
i cant get any slip.
isit becos im still all excited bout the photoshoot
jus now or wat??? nope lar..
actually im missing d..though i did met him
awhile jus now.
its never been enuf wen being wit him.
i tear almost every nite..cos i miss him too much!=(
its the army..hais
im reallly..missing u darling..its real bad.
i miss our long conversations on the phone.
cos u had to tug in to bed early each nite.argh.
it aint like before where u can simply accompany
me if i cant slip..and waited for me wen i used to weq
at nite shift..d ur the bestest thing tat happen in my life!
MUACKS!
.

.
im tired but yet i cant slip.

ive tried closing my eyes shut but i cant!

wondering y.

later there will be shoot at the science park.

another award Video..IT award..hais.

its boring i supposed.=(

photography is LOVE

...

2008-01-23T22:48:00.000-08:00

..

2008-01-23T21:10:00.000-08:00

Today is super duper FUN!!!!

its photoshoots wit real stuffs.

and wit us is Mr JAmes...his the man..

cool stuffs.

learn lotsa tings.

im so loving it!

nite People!!!=)

shhooot

2008-01-22T22:39:00.000-08:00

Fusion Photoshoot..2nd day.

its much better today..The IM students are great.

nice and lots of cool poses.

me,as the assistant photographer.=)
cass,the photographer =)
and this was out,wen we're too bored.
so we went to try comic line.
hees.

since its fun, lorraine and me decides to try again

tis tyme wit amy!hehe.

sucha tiring day yet was FUN!

cant wait for tml.

.toodles.

(some pics are in deviantart=)

amy

2008-01-21T22:23:00.000-08:00

amy's Life Personafication ....

a poster design..

today was fun. we took shots for our DMDs batch.

cool huh?cass was the photographer.

i helped here n there oni.hees.

and bet its gonna be more fun this wednesday.

with new lecturer,Mr James.

goodness! our sch having photography as an elective.

wah! so fun.and i miss it..so does my DFVs

watdehell.=(

argh! niwae cos of the shoot.

no edits today.

aiyo..more to go.

to finish uP Winston's and Amy's film.

then later the packaging.

tyme to chiong a few more before i head for bed.

10am tml le..oops

.goodnite.

alone

2008-01-16T21:51:00.000-08:00

i noe where i stand and who i shud be relying on.
there are those few that i met and was
closed for tat moment
cant reli last to be with.
its such a shame to say tat i reli miss them
wen they actually will jus either ignore or jus say
'ermm...miss u too.haha!'.

and wen i reli like wana

asked them out..i was too afraid..

cos the way they gonna be treating me mite be diff.

i dont reli noe how to say it here.

but i dun wanna it to be one sided.

and my messages can be such an ignorance to some.
.
.
.
well only few stays through out.
im just glad to have my family.
i Love them and cant afford losing them.
tat includes my darling..
.goodnite.

sat

2008-01-15T20:09:00.000-08:00

saturday,lunch with d.

we went town to eat Nasi Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza.

wow! the best ting is the sambal.

and its worth the price.

it contains..the chicken of course, kangkong, touhu,

tempe and the sambal!

best lar d.thanks for bringing me there.=)

after nasi ayam Penyet..the Results.hee-

d got sleepy b,super smily!

baby..nasi ayam penyet..oreadi haf way eaten then rmbr taking pics.hees
d got steam after he took the sambal.

suPerB Power the sambal!!!
.

then later we head to Pasir Ris park,took camera.

then we walked around and hang around there.

soon, the sky turns dark.

thus we head to white sand.

and shared prosperity meal at Mac.ha!

eat dinner this tyme.

Eat,eat,eat!

d,stop it! my Naffa next week.!

hees.LOve u!

gonna miss u badly.

cos the freaking army took him away from mE!.=(

...

2008-01-11T21:56:00.000-08:00

its been a great progress. i felt better wen finally winston print out the ryte schedule. and we kinda on time. actually it aint tat stress after all. its jus tyme management i guess. so im here spending some tyme to blast out a few words...
Nyp is having its open house this few days same as the other polytechnics. i got these mixed feelings wen i see the brochure under the school of interactive and digital media and it contains this new course, Diploma in Motion Graphics and Broadcast Design. its so much of what i always wanted. hais..why now?? wen ill be ending my Poly life very soon. i was like telling Amy and the rest, "i feel like staying another three years in NYP." aiyo.....so now im completely like DOONNNO..i wanna learn, tatz all. shud i pursue a partyme study in tat particular area after grad? or just start weqing. i dont wish to tink ar.well..ignore this long and draggy entry. i noe it bored some of you. not much plan now...im just hoping tat our FYPJ will end up PERFECT! =)guess my group are doing great. them, above! hee. us at the SICC for KC Lee golfing session with the minister.
a great experience..at least i get the chance to walk in the golf course.hee.
though it was a very early shoot and we were complaining like it had been years since we last woke up very early, however its nice to catch the freshness in the morning, the soothing breeze. ouh yeah!
.
.
.
sucess is the word. tatz all i want. =)
tired.goodnite.

2008-01-07T23:17:00.000-08:00

cass'S shoot is almost done. it was great on sun.
though im feeling all dead with sucha heavy head.
felt kinda kiddy and my throat hurts..ouch!
but was happy to see d came along and fetch me home.
had dinner then we head home.
i miss him..hmm..

next is mine,after cass.

i felt like doin all on my own.

im still twining it.

using my bf i guess..so i dun to haf spent any amount.=)

let cass reali finish hers and i reli gets well.

then ill start..mean while ill twine the script.

okie.then..some random pics above.

jus us.goodnite.

2008

2008-01-01T13:07:00.000-08:00

its 2008.

its been sucha long journey for 2007.

im gonna graduate soon..

2008 is real someting..ill be turning 20 very soon.

im an adult dy if i were to step in the werking world.

my aim is that i wana get a position in SPH.

and be like my cousin..a graphics person.

next is to hold my driving license.

and next "kuatkan lagi ugama"

as for my family, i wanna build much more trust with them

and strengthen the bonds within us.

im gonna miss my brother very soon.

as for d and myself.. let fate decides it all.

for i wish we can be togather till all our plans happened.

tatz it for 2008.

well said.Happy new year.

2007-12-26T23:13:00.000-08:00

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xmas.

2007-12-25T20:33:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO! merry Xmas! hee!

Us in red...!
at orchard road..woking on the road...
looking out for the decorations at and by the road.
and us sucha Hot couple..in RED!
hee.=)
before town, we headed to TP.
grab my aunt a watch.
then to town..had lunch at KFC.
next to bugis..and i get myself a top! =)

.
.
.
ouhwell..kinda lazy and tired actually.
till here.goodnite.=)
merry xmas everyone and
a happy new year soon to be!

...

2007-12-22T20:54:00.000-08:00

today its saturday..

dnb went to town..

first stop..i headed his home.

and settle his house chores.

i washed a couple of dishes...d!

where's my return???=)

hehe..jus kidding.had morning breakfast there.

d fried hotdogs while i settled the dishes.hee.

my d can cook.

but simple stuffs..haha!

later we head to town.

2nd stop was wista atria.

i went around looking for dress.

shopping with bf wasnt the best!

d looks bored wen i started goin around.

and most of the tyme i felt uncomfortable.

ishk! u ar! haha!=)

after wich we chill out at starbucks. then later we went PS. ate KFC, where i met my cuzin. haha! she so cute ar.kept looking at her yet she never noticed me. finally she did wen i waved at her from the outside.

soon after, we walked as it starts to drizzle.later down pour.so we stopped somewhere.then later we head home.taking bus 64.

another simple day wit d. noting much to say.cos d got no suprises for me.hehe! cant wait for christmas and new year.woohoo!

well said.nite ppl!LOVE u d!

rose

2007-12-21T21:39:00.000-08:00

At the past few days, d had been following me to

my shooting location at bukit panjang.and...

he surprised me with a stalk of white rose!
its my all tyme favourite lar! LOVE U!

see how much its has blooms for the past few days.

weee! im so loving white rose.

d say im so different from others.

well i am! love u d.thanks for being present at my shoots

and editing days in sch.

lots of accompanying coming up.hee.

...

2007-12-16T23:59:00.000-08:00

been out so much lately..

was even lazy to on the comp.

but now i have to.hee...lotsa tings to do and update.=)

i wanna share this..HADY MIRZA was the ASIAN IDOL!!!

i was so cant believe this but he did! ouh weeLll..

i was supporting him..but din expect its gonna be him.

aniwae sat, dnb went for a movie..

finally we wtched tatooist which we both reli wanna watch..

so d, next will be hitman k.

and cant wait for i am legend..

after movie we went bedok met d's father.

then we head to Bugis..and guess wat

we took neopwints for the first tyme!

finally i really tink its worth taking neopwints..

wanna noe why..cos the pics turns out reli nice! reli!!

go see!

after tat pictures taking, we went pastamania.
we had pasta n banana dessert.
SPLENDID! ouh yeahh!

well said.goodnite.

photo

2007-12-13T10:35:00.000-08:00

myLOVE for cam and him

...

2007-12-11T21:35:00.000-08:00

i reached home from school around 5plus..

and i had this cold feverish feel at my back.

taken medicine and im okie now.

i hope its noting serious.

~give me the energy and pinkish health...

...

2007-12-10T20:27:00.000-08:00

hey..back again for more updates.
will be busy for the upcoming weeks..
and now im missing d since he's nw at Mandai camp
.
.
.
anywhoos...im soo luking forward for the upcoming shoots.
it will cover up around 5-6 days.wee!
but the only ting was the location..its at Bukit PaNJANG.!
wah far man.hee.wat to do.just got to go.
cant wait to edit Winston's short film..
its gonna be great..
QUIck! bring ChritMAs! hee.=)
and now im home, i need to plan the IT Award

Opening Segment ASAP!!!
so that i got plenty of time for the rest of the projects.
wah seems lots to do.
so..here's jus a short update.
well said.brb.=)
~give me the energy.

...

2007-12-06T22:33:00.000-08:00

i was so into shopping mood.hees.

was woking around all the tyme luking for cheap stuffs.

actually cheap clothings aint tat bad afterall.

i was super shocked to see a top that i so wanted at Topshop

now its only selling at $10 at bugis street!

its not exactly same ar..budden so so same lar.

without much hesitation and since i like it,

i hand her ten bucks and left happily.hah!

cardigan oso now sooo cheap! like only 10 bucks.

and penny is the best place to shop i guess.

don wan tell so many ppl y i said so..hee.

i shall share with beautiful ppl oni.bluek.

shopping madness.i LOVE!

even if i go dry, i don mind..i mean money.

i translate strait from malay tatz why it sounds weird.

niwae,i want grab a few more stuffs.

and im so not into roxy nor ripcurl stuffs nimore.

ill just hang on to Volcom and Ripples will do.

and now im into..Warehouse and Forever21.yeah.

and more into bugis street, penny and .. .. .. .. .

haha! aiyo..lots in mind to grab.

feels loaded lar..

niwae..fyp gonna be great i guess..woo..

luking forward to the 4 days shoot at JY place.

hope tings go on smoothly all the way!

niwae i miss boifwen.badly.=(he in camp.

...

2007-12-04T21:27:00.000-08:00

been crying lately..im just too afraid of wat

im facing rite now.

i hope i can grew stronger each day.=(

anywhoos..was kinda fun back this few days..

met gerfwens.

first was crazy gerl,eiya.

i hearts her..been quite a couple of tyme out with her lately.

LOVE u LAR!!!

then met Yusnita..we had lunch togather.=) she's the other LOVELy gerfwen.hearts her.
and not forgetting Nad.i so missing her.
hope to see her soon and she can hang with us
again like b4.
and of cos..dear d.

who never fails to make me cry and laugh.hee.

LOVe u soo much much much more.!!!

once u pop u cant STOP!

more dinners with u coming up.

i can go much fatter now then..alamaks!

haha!!! love this people..

now i shall be brave and mention the names of peeps

that i Loved and realllllyyy MISS..

~moo~ ain ~ LEILA

till here.goodnite.

sentosa

2007-12-02T21:17:00.000-08:00

first pic of the day
waiting for skytrain

on the tram ride
last pic at sentosa b4 we head to vivo
.
.
.
it has been planned and it became much more
easier wen d alarmed me with such news tat
he aint weqing on sat.
so we met around 8plus in the morning and head
straight to sentosa.
on bus we snapped a couple of pics.
and well we snapped pics everywhere.
the blogger will cursed me if i were to
upload all here.haha!
so u can just visit my link_eiqinVanity.
pics are all there=)
.
.
.
anywhoos..its been somtyme i din blog so
im taking the oppurtunity here.hah.
last sat was great too.
well every sat is just great!
sumore im recovering and d is back at KhatibKemp.
=))))))
wee! sentosa wit d is super duper FUN!
its jus us with sun sand sea!
we swim,we tan,we eat,we chat,we laugh.
budden d so bad,he slammed me in the sea.
we played wrestling game.haha!
so fun lar.
after that,we went VIVO to catch movie,
the KIngDom. i so not looking forward to watch it
bud we did cos we have to.
after all, the movie really opens up my eyes to the world.
the film is biased.
i dont wish to have further say.
i keep it to myself.
watched it yourself and analyse it.
so after that we had dinner and met d's
brother and gf at harbour front.
hang around awhile then we head home.
.
.
.
so there you go,lazy to blog dy.
and im looking forward for fyp.
first week noting much.
more shoots and avid stays will be coming up.
well said.goodnite.

2007-11-23T22:52:00.000-08:00

im back home.

d fetched me at paradiz just now.

while waiting i met qiwei and chat with him.

tatz my long long long Buddy.hees.

funny guy. nice chat lar abang.

one ting special bout him,he can speaks malay.

so easy communication.

and somemore my english somesort broken.

so he's the best person to talk to.haha!

and so monday ive got to come back

to VHQ to take the balance cheque.

hmm..maybe..i oso donno. but william asked me to.

niwae i was a lil excited just now.

cos my d find a webbsite to watch saw 4.

ive seen the first part..was all excited but was

super disapointed when i wanna watch the

2nd part.therefore i ended up blogging.

hissh!

well said..goodnite.

a new week ahead.

vhq

2007-11-23T17:38:00.000-08:00

i cant believe im feeling all upset right now.

a few more minutes to knock off from VHQPost.

finally, its the last day of iap.

i dono why but im having these mess up feelings right now.

Jovi came in just now.

i wonder wHat Eddy had complained to him regards to my working attitude.

ive been a nuisance here. and i noe ive troubled Eddy.

there's been a couple of times when Eddy actually have to call me up

and ask where the heck am I.

its not on purpose..its just that at tymes i felt pissed.

its killing me wen i haf to sit there and do noting.

so i simply left without even informing him.

except wen werking wit Reza, i did inform wen im goin off.

caused he added me in msn.

since we are of diff rooms, so the only way is thru msn.

but Eddy doesnt.

anywhoos..im gonna miss them.

actually they are real nice to me.

its jus me, taking advantage of the situation here.

why i have to regret it all when im leaving soon

like in a few minutes tyme?

hais..im gonna miss them.

thatz all..i need to thanks Eddy before leaving later

and ask ms mikki if there's anymore cheques for me.

since ive been on mc for 2 weeks..will she still pay me.

better not..

ohmy the feelings are real terrible ryte now.

im afraid i might burst out crying.

NO NO..i wont..

i noe i wont.

...

2007-11-22T12:59:00.000-08:00

sorry that ive been away lately.

ive just gotten my ass at werk.

din noe tat the people here are so much concern bout me.

im lazy to post yet i wan to.

i wan pictures to help me. but my canon camera not workable.

i donno why.

but still i have my DSLR olympus E410.hees.

but yet going out wit d, wont need such camera lar.

someday maybe. kie d=)

hehe.. niwae therapy with ibu was so FUN!!!

its at outram. ibu's fwen.

she never tell me how much she paid for it.

ibu now so secretive u noe..

anywhoos..she made me so happy and

ibu wanna tell u this..

my back is getting better..i dont feel much tension anymore.

IBU I LOVE YOU!

not only bcos of the therapy tat u brot me to kie..

I OWAES DO LOVE YOU!

after therapy, we went ViVo..

abang wanna find a watch..SOLViTiTus.

d,buy for me..can??geeex..

lotsa tings i wan from there..

2 tops, at Topshop wich cost $83 and from Island River $93.

how d??can? if u buy,i pwomised u i only wear them

when with you.hehehe!!!

Next was Candy Empire. i just felt like grabbing all lar..realli!!!

and got d,CheeryKISSSS..hees. i loved AlcoholicChocs.muack!

let d try some would be nice isnt it..sweet gerlfwen..hee.

after Vivo went all the way to Amk to mit d after he

knocked off from MAndai.

we went for dinner and then he sent me home.

later nite, he came to pay me a visit.geex.

okies..been missing each other badly.=(

and so its nice..so wonderful.live is so enriching.

im healling and getting better from this chix pox.

and u noe y so happy.cos today is the 2nd last day of iap.

tml will be LAst!!!

wooohhhoooooo!!!

lots of woohooo coming out tml after i knocked off at 6pm.hees

and d...i LOVE you LAR!!!

smiling broadly as eeverr..ouh YEAH!

...

2007-11-15T15:14:00.000-08:00

i was awake the whole nite.

so now i kinda feel dizzy and tired.

i was just afraid that i mite not be able to wake d up

thus i decided to stay up the whole nite.

so last nite i blast my ears with music in order to keep me awake.

and reading my fav magazine Bazaar=)

and so at 520am i managed to wake d up.

and he wasnt late for werk today.

he'll be driving all out today.

hopefully he's not feeling all sleepy and restless.

cos he kinda slept late last nite.

i was glad tat d managed to visit me last nite at home.

its so nice seeing him.

hugging him and not wanting to let him go.

i miss him so much.

im glad he no longer stay in camp.

sayang d.

anywhoos..another issue to brot up here.

there are some peeps viewing my blog secretly.

tat isnt nice.

i noe my blog is access to everyone.

however i hate wen it comes to some peeps whom

i don reli like reading my posts without me noeing.

if ur reading this..hopefully u can stop reading my posts in here.

i don ask for much here..hopefully u respect my privacy.

especially for those tat i din inform my url personally.

thankiu.=)

such love

2007-11-14T14:52:00.000-08:00

d reali wakes me up tis morning with sucha

GREAT news!

d pass his TP already.ouuh yeah!

so he will be coming back each day.

8-5pm everyday.

Love u lots lar d!

muacks! im smilling broadly.ohMy!

atas nama cinta

hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
sampai aku mati
cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

soon.

2007-11-08T19:48:00.000-08:00

ive been trapped home.

i need freshness and enjoy my life as usual.

each day i pray to God.

hopefuli i will get better soon.

soon.

true lover.

2007-11-05T11:49:00.000-08:00

since ive been sick and away lately.

ive yet to update much in here.

here for my dear d as promise.

k sayang..

The first time I saw him,my heart turned on fire.

My body was filled, with lust and desire.

His appearance pierced my soul,I fell to the ground.

In my mind I knew,that my love was bound.

His touch so divine.

From that moment on I wished he was mine.
When I’m all alone,out in the night.

he comes along,and finds the light.

When I am sad,and life’s no fun.

he will be there to be my sun.

In every moment,of my life.

I always wish,he was mine .
After this is said,you maybe know.

That this special man,is my true love.

i reli would like to say thanks to my dear d.

he's my hero,my everyting.

he's there when im sick.

its nice seeing u came to meet me

though my condition doesnt help.

d,i truly Love u.

and my feelings can no longer lie.

d... for the first time ive met u,

i felt ive been so lucky and fortunate.

though there's much thicks and thins that we went thru,

im so blessed to still be with d.

d,dont u ever leave me.

cos..my life will go meaningless wen ur gone.

d,loving u is like breathing.

how can i stop.

sick..

2007-11-01T14:09:00.000-07:00

here at weq..feeling all sick and fucked up.

d, i noe ive promised u..but not tis week yar d.

but for sure there will be after ive recovered.

i dono wat im facing ryte now.

im having these pimples all over my body.

some had burst and it reli hurts.

does anyone knows?

i hadnt yet seen the doctor..

maybe tml if it worsen.

im feeling all feverish and yellowish.

hais. d, come home..

cos i need ur company.

mood: sicky ='(

Ur my Everything....

2007-10-27T23:05:00.000-07:00

bby..,ur the one tat captures my heart..,i cant believe each day our LOVE became stronger n Stronger...U really someone special tat came to my life..U totally changed my world...its really real love...im now here wit u to give u my love..,joy n happiness tat u never have it before...i wan spend the rest of my life wit u bby...,I wil never wanna hurt u bby..,bby i really nid u in my life..,i love u..ur my LIFE..,my EVRYTHING.....I love ur warm smile..,and ur kind,thoughtful way..and the joy u bring to my life EACH and EVERDAY.....I love u today...,as i have from the start..,And i LOVE u FOREVER...,with all my HEART...No matter wat Happens....if ur asking if i need u..,the answer is FOREVER...if ur asking if i leave u..,the answer is NEVER..if ur asking what i value most..the answer is U..if ur asking if i love u...,the answer is I DO!!

LOts Of Love....*~doljepun~*

dead

2007-10-26T21:18:00.000-07:00

i feel like haunting down someone tonite.

ouh yeah..so random.

niwae i feel so dead.

im so restless.

i dono why.

i shaLl not blame iap but guess i have to.

left at 6pm just now.

feel like going over and jus blast at him

to gif me proper task??!!

hah. well i didnt. anywhoos..had caramel frap during lunch to cheer myself up.=]

great.its been so long i hadnt drink tat.

its nice having my drink there, at bugis starbuck.

not at the bugis junction.

its at the bugis village near the bustop.

cute abang too.oops! d..sorry..it was jus eye catching.hah

it feels great to be home.

yet im being restless and find it meaningless

to be at home. as i got noting

much to do.

mood: KILLER

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2007-10-26T11:43:00.000-07:00

so feeling all lonely and got noting better to do??
so i shall blog again..wth.hah!
so here am i stucked here each day
from mon-fri.its real HeLL in here.
ouh weLL, just get it done and get over it asap!
im wanting to go back school and meet the gerls.
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anywhooss..
hmm..last nite as usual..catch up my
america's next top model.
and the other big size model was out.forgotten her name.
anyway.. yar tatz abt it.i don reli like last nite photoshoots.
has got to do with acting.
but their lesson was fun.hehe

and i was brownsing thru movies..

and i saw this! aBOVE!!!

saw4!!

ouh yeah!

cant wait..spore releasing it on NOV 8!.

other countries,releasing it today!

a must watch!

im gonna be out for lunch soon.very soon.

and chat wit d.

d is BACK TML!

loving it! i mean U!!!